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Currently B.o.B Presents: The Adventures of Bobby Ray [Explicit] By B.o.B see related

believe it that for you i`ll do it all over again.

nobody evah reads this shyt anymoreeeee... um. and i haven`t updated in ages. anyways. so the hubby finished MCT in october. tha month actually went by pretty quickkk. thank the Lord. he`s now in florida, and i`m movin there shortly w/ em :)   i went to see him for thanksgiving, it was good shyt. & i`ll be seein him again for christmas and i shall be movin after that. yay! things have been goin good too. it`s not really anythin new i can say, lol. everyone be easyy.

loving you it's not easy, but i do it everyday.

jus hope u kno that even tho we're not physically together at this point,
u never leave my mind. 
i fight wit my brain not to think of you,
because i kno if i start thinkin of you i`ll start missin you.
& i don't wanna be sad.
i know this is ur JOB. as a Marine, u'll always be gone.
& as much as i'm used to it, it still hurts. 
& it's moments like these i really need you.
jus wish u would come back home.

"there's someone i`ve been missin,
& i think that they could be the better half of me
they're in the wrong place tryna make it right
but i`m tired of justifyin
soo i say to you, come home. cuz i've been waitin for u for so long
rite now there's war between the vanities
but all i see is u & me
the fight for u is all i've ever known."

` SEMPER FI

anotha dayyy

nothin special bout today really,
went to church, came home & spent time w/ my lil bro
he has been really attached to me lately
he knows i`ll be leavin soon
& i guess he`s jus tryna spend as much time w/ me as possible
i cooked for him & we jus watched tv
that's his two fav things, lol

i had called one of my real old friends today,
that shyt was pointless really
i`ve grown up so much in the past few years
i`m fuckin married, i go to school, i have a job
i keep goin forward
& her....... well, let`s jus say she still doin the same thing
kinda doesn`t surprise me
this is the reason why i keep to myself
& do my own thing
& u kno wat? i`m doin great
i`m glad i was able to make somethin out of my life
& not stay sucked in w/ the same group of people
hopefully these people that are still 'stuck'
will wake up some day

nuff of that tho`
everythin w/ the hubby been real good,
as always :)
we jus been missin each other
it sucks cuz it feels like i was jus w/ him yesterday
but this is the military life
gotta get used to bein apart
& cherish the times we do spend togetha
i handle it betta now,
jus keep myself busy & positive

cuz , "no news , is good news"

`SEMPER FI

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i`m in lovee & i wanna tell everybody wat i`m feeling.

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kk. sooo here`s the rest of my dayy. i must write this down cuz the excitement still messin w/ me ! lol. i went to church w/ my moms, the whole time i was lookin @ my phone hopin my fiance would call me. he didn`t call while i was in church , but i didn`t lose hope. cuz i even prayed bout it in church lol. me & my moms went shoppin & got a bunch of purses. they were all on sale for like 5 bucks, i love wen things go on sale, that made my day haha. anyways i camee home. & like 5 mins before i left to go to work. HE CALLED! he called !! HE CALLED! i was flippin out! i knew it was him callin cuz i saw the south carolina area code, i was like hell yeaa this my baby rite here!! I WAS JUS TELLIN HIM HOW MUCH I LOVE HIM & MISS HIM and congrats on makin it thru. then he told me he loved me. the phone call was only a minute and 6 seconds long. cuz there were a lot of Marines in line tryin to make phone calls as well. i`m jus happy i got the call. !!! IT WAS THE BEST FEELING. i started crying. then i started cryin even harder wen i told my mom bout it! THEY WERE TEARS OF JOY THOUGH. i love crying bcuz i`m happy lol. it means a lot to me that he called. cuz it means he had me on his mind & actually wanted to talk to me. & was willin to wait 30+ mins in line to hear my voice for jus 60 seconds. i jus love him soo much & i can`t wait to see him!!!

SEMPER FI !

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[ 9:22 AM ]

this week has been draggin lml, cuz it`s the last week befo my man finally gets OUT!! YAY BOUT DAMN TIME!! today he officially became a United States Marine *blushes* OMG ! MY BABYY! i`m so proud of him, i kno how bad he wanted this & i`m so effin proud of him for makin it thru. i`m prayin i get a phone call todayy, it bein Liberty Sunday & all lml. *prays in head* ima die if he calls, i haven`t heard his beautiful voice in months, +& i miss it !!!. i leave in like anotha dayy. the rest of todayy , tomorrow & i leave on tuesdayy! i`m so excited to see him. i haven`t been able to function for the past week or so. it`s so hard to explain, like my bones ache, i miss him that much. i can`t sleep at nite jus thinkin bout him. i can`t think @ all. lol. he gon look so beautiful in his Dress Blues, awwwww!!! it gon b the best. on thursdayyy is family dayy & i get to spend sum time w/ my babyy :D, then friday he finally graduates ! +& he`ll get to come homeee ..... & we`ll be gettin married. ! IMA BE A MARINE WIFE! how exciting lol. i`m so proud to be w/ a Marine.  i`m sooo , sooo proud of my babyy! i jus want this day to be over, & for tuesday to get here soo i can finally leave. lol. ima go to his moms then her & i drivin out to South Carolina (Parris Island) on weds, then thurs he`s all mines!! this weeek betta hurry the fuck up . uhggg.  i`m bout to cry jus typin this....... this is big. i know half yall readin this don`t get wat it is to be there but this is huge. this is bigger than graduating from high school. anybody can graduate from high school. BUT IT TAKES A STRONG INDIVIDUAL to make it thru this. why the fuck u think in the commercials they say 'the few, the proud'? cuz it`s not everybody tha makes it. NOT EVERYONE GETS A CHANCE to make their families, girlfriends, fiances & or/wives this proud. SO I`M PROUD AS FUCK !