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| and now here you are, trying to come back
like nothing ever happened.
but how dare you come back to me,
you never even loved me to begin with you know we are not posed to be doin this rite?
this is a sin.. we are both goin to hell ... FUCK IT but i feel so sick wen i try to talk to u,
feel like i'm frozen in time wit no idea wat to do. the things i`m willin to do to him
i wish i could have a threesome wit two of him
i would sing a love song if i knew the words
but i`ll be damned if anotha chick do it first.. i`m not surprised, not everything lasts
i've broken my heart so many times
i stopped keeping track, i talk myself in
i talk myself out, i get all worked up
then i let myself down. i tried so very hard not lose it
i came up with a million excuses
i thought of every possibility
i know someday that it'll all turn out
you'll make it me work so we can work to work it out
and i promise u kid that i give so much more than i get
i just haven't met you yet this the last time, i know i'm about to drive you crazy
last time but i gotta see my baby
i know i swore that i'd never break your heart no more
but i just can't leave him alone boy he keep calling me
try to leave him alone but he keep callin me and i gotta go remember all the things we wanted
now all our memories they're haunted
we were always meant to say goodbye
even with our fists held high
it never would've worked out right
we were never meant for do or die you make me feel so good,
and everytime we cut it heals so good,
it`s been almost a year that shit still so good
no adjustin for you, u know jus wat to do
and all... and i love it i done took all i can take but you leave me no options boy
i cant deny how much i love you
i done gave up everything i had to
as crazy as it is i'm afraid i gotta say
i'm ready to sign them papers i'm so in love with you
i don't know what to do this time
and though you're out of sight
you're never ever out of my mind i'm losing my mind
cant figure out who's wrong or right
i know it's you i love
but then i also know it's you i don't like
you claim you hate who i was
that's the reason you here now
you think i don't know what's up
well sweet heart that's what ruined us what you do, when the truth isnt quite enough
they lookin at you , tellin you
we need to break it up
you need to trust what you do
it's you and me in love
but imma make it up to you and show the world and even though my friends would tease and laugh
i was always trying to sit next to you in class
maybe cause you always treated me so cool
but if it wasn't for you
i wouldn't go to school
i'd rather be home writing your name a thousand times
day dreaming in the lunch line
and on the playground time flies so fast
but lucky for me
we were in the same class
and now i'm looking forward to after school
sometimes i got brave and walked home with you
i've only got a dollar
but i promise you that
ima get you a lil somthing from the ice-cream man i guess that you can say i kinda went to far,
played my selfish little games that only broke your heart,
you laid there and cried
and all that i can do say i'm sorry i lied it was late that night
it wasn't right to do
what i did to fuss and fight
i need to say
okay, i'm sorry for being mad at u anyway
i crossed the line with you
and pushed your buttons
when i wasn't suppose to
so what can i do, i don't wanna lose you your pain, your hurt is my rage, my burn, its insane
i've learned from mistakes i made for love
it's been so long since i have seen you
i need to be with you
so i will do what you want me to i wish i woulda known how i felt about things
i must've just forgotten what you really mean to me
it's been so quiet and lonely in this place
i need to hear that u miss me & that u're coming home today and i don't mind him with other chicks long as he give me the dick
and he a dog
so we do it doggy style that always make him come quick
and listen my man ain't colder he a lil bit older
give head like a porn star and i make his thang salute like a soldier i've got trouble with my friends
trouble in my life
problems when you don’t come home at night
but when you do you always start a fight
but i cant be alone , i need you to come on home
i know you messing around, but
who the hell else is gonna hold me down when he be around, i be feeling more than free,
but i got this feeling that he love his work
more than he love me i gave up them dudes, you gave up the club
i gave you everything you wanted just because
i was waiting for cupid to come shoot arrows thru my heart
now you want to be apart,
what you mean you finished?
we're only at the start, i ain't leaving boy, we came oh so far nigga got potential
tell me wat's the issue
if i don't call u rite back i ain't tryna diss u
i kno u gon wife me down
i kno i do shit u don't like
instead of left i don't know why i can't treat him rite i'm ur biggest fan baby, i'll root for ya
what do i gotta do to let ya kno i do love ya ... all at once, i had it all
but it doesn't mean anything now that you're gone | | |
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| we almost had it right
but the puzzle pieces misaligned
you’ve been talking in your sleep,
but you never mention me you don't think the way i do you've got your own
point of view. we don't see eye to eye on many things,
even when we try. i find in you what i don't in me. a side
of life i never see so you be you and i'll be me its okay
if we disagree. i'm learning more and more each day
i'm thinking about the things you say, why you do the
things you do and why you are the you that's you. i find in you
what i don't in me i fell in love with
a real heartbreaker different lifestyles and he wanna swim
and i don’t mind that but i don’t know if he can keep up
with where i’m at. i’m surrounded by sharks and they all bite
and quick to attack if they sense what they don’t like
he can’t swim with me cause if i walk with him
he gon still my speed so i can’t talk to him maybe you were right to find your way out of my life
you found comfort elsewhere while i held on way too tight makin you them promises
i'm breakin your heart again
tellin you he wasn't who he was and no we arguin
but, baaaby... i looove you... ah here we go again, he says his gurl actin up
well here we go, he say she upstairs asleep ..
can i come over then? black boy,
white boy style and i don't like the way you've been hangin round
with ur face on the ground.. what's the deal?
you needa make that go away.. baby can u make it go
away? didn't expect this from you..
seems like you tryna make me go away i had my blinders on i was in my zone and i had the thought
of us in my head somehow it turned us off, then i met him
but he wasn't like you and i dropped my head thinking wat
did i do.. oooh mann. i loved u boy, you loved me and i just
couldn't see tomorrow tell me how long we gone live this lie
look me in my face and tell me that you're happy
and it don't matter how hard we try
nothing's ever changing, why we payin for lights
when we both livin in the dark, it's obvious as hell
we ain't gone finish what we started
i don't wanna burn a bridge no
but i think it's time for us to let it go
sometimes i feel like the whole world is against us, i can't
understand it.. damn it. i don't know but i think maybe i'm fallin for you
dropping so quickly, maybe i should keep this to myself
waitin til i know you better. i'm tryna not tell you, but
i want to, i'm scared of what you'll say so i'm hidin wat
i'm feeling but i'm tired of holding this inside my head if you gonna love me, love me all the way completely
baby no half stepping give me give me what it takes
to make me feel if you gonna leave me baby leave today
ain't got no time to waist this love on no one who don't
need it don't know wat to do with it. today i'm gonna get over you... but there's someone i've been missin and i think that they could
be the better half of me. they in the wrong place tryna make it
right.. but i'm tired of justifyin i can't wait to hate you, all the things you put me thru
i wanna move on ... i wanna call you, wish you could fall through
knock on the door say you love me you miss me
and to admit that i wish you can get back
thought i was cold but the truth is i'm hung up on you i needa everyday freak
for every day of the week i heard you're leavin, so can i get wit u before u go?
cause there's no tellin wen u comin back home
shit.. this thing won't go away.. i need ur loving
everyday, baby i don't understand why u don't wanna
stay know we been together for a minute
but uhg its kinda been forever since we been in
the kinda situation now involving other niggas
and its pretty obvious that u kinda tripping
like who the hell is this dude?
lookin a hot mess,
what you fell for this dude?
you know we got problems and yu failed to fix it
i'm like, you need to go somwhere else wit this shit
cause i aint gon put up wit you
talkin bout how its shitty and you uncomfortable
like i mean shit im only 17 and a perfect couples only in a dream
and right now im pretty much away for this relationship
i think we should wait for it
i mean later we could try things out but not right now you ain't gon tie me down when i'm losin my mind and the madness jus won't stop
i think bout u, i think bout me. i think bout us together
i think of ur eyes lookin in mine.. and im better aye baby listen up let me talk for a while
stop going crazy like a em girls gone wild
we got alot of problems yea we need to work it out
been at it for a while why give up now
i love you, love your style love your lips, i know you love
the way i grip your hips why we kiss, but if we done come on
baby this is it, you said you loved me, you even thought about kids
remember all the good times that we had, or how hard the work
since you lived in the past promised to each other that we always
made a laugh cause you made a break cause you always finna drop
the glass, so tell me why you want me to stay when i look back i think
you just wanna get away so imma do you a favor cause baby i'm super
fly and let you do your thang with another one tell me what it do, is it still one be me and you, cause i ain't got time
to try to find time if we thru if we thru, now u steady lyin all in my face
saying that you love me, well tell me how, boy don't cry, cause u wasn't
crying when you did that dirt, so don't cry now, a wise man told me, neva
leave the one that you love to be with the one you like, ol' dude should have
listened, you in that position, tellin me and beggin me you want to do right
we break up to make up, forgive and forget, and now i just don't feel the same
maybe when i'm gone and you spend time alone you'll feel my pain he knows my emotions,
like he undressin my mind we've been together for a while now,
we are growin stronger everyday now
it feels sooo good and there's no doubt
i'll stay with you i'm seein me on top of you, doin things that lovers do
but i don't belong to you. what's a girl posed to do?
u give me one nite wit u to make all our dreams come true
u could never be my man, u could be my one night stand she top if off wit sum
real clean head. i get the number, fuck the dude
and never date em remember wen i said i don't give a damn bout u?
so many bad niggas i'd be better off without ya
boy i was catchin feelings don't wanna reveal my
secret. sumtimes it's hard to fall in love wit a playa i really wanted to be everythin u needed,
who knows wat woulda happened if u stayed that nite wit me
i told u to get wit me promise i wont leave ya
who evah woulda thought that she the one to decieve ya tell me why we talkin about this mess again
when i already told you that i'm done
and i know that you thinkin it's something that we can fix
but you won' t listen when i tell you that you're wrong
you act like all of a sudden it's gon be something it wasn't,
listen to me, this isn't easy for me either
but it's best if we end this thing cause we both livin in pain
and this isn't how our life's supposed to be | | |
| no text's gonna give me head
long distance just ain't my thing
young single don't need no ring
im a free woman now i don't need no strings you're tripping on what's in front of you
because you keep looking behind you real talk im missing you, kissing you and hugging
you tight and makin love on sight
wen we together is the best i ever done
but when the love gets too deep, i run.
but i love you though cuz you on my mind everytime
i fuck another nigga thats how i really know now my things was cool
i swore id never break the rules
straight with you cause i could relate to you
stay with you, special in my book
in my point of view she couldn't sex u like i could
you got what you wanted
and flaunted what you wanted
and i went a little further even when you didn't want it
cause right in time, right what i had in mind
plus your heads been right in mine
so i took the time, my choice was to love you
and i didn't listen when they said never should i trust u
so why must you take me for granted
i swore you loved me too, damn ill never understand it
i'm a woman with feelings too
and im a fool for the way i still feel for you
but heres to you, im a better woman than that
you took my heart then and now i want it back well, how did you expect it to be?
you signed up for a car crash when you signed up with me
and you can't swim to safety on a sinking ship
so go home baby if you're ready to quit i was cool, gave you one more chance
you gave the same old song, same old dance,
so hell with it, i had to face that shit
you was too immature for relationships
so i moved on for the time being
then i heard a lie, theres a girl that u were caught seein
i flipped shit, but you flipped shit right back
you cried you knew i wouldn't do you like that
still my heart was lonely, nobody to hold me
you was my only, damn boy you was my homie,
you know me, you said you were stuck back there
so when i tried to leave you sucked me right back in
why would i taste what i already ate?
so i took time to get my priorities straight
so listen you know me well i hate to doubt you,
but boy truth is i'm better off without you damn boy i thought it never would end
but this is it thats all, never again
i couldn't deal with it then and i sure can't now
so what makes you think i'ma let u hold me down
i told you before never to roam
but this is real when i say leave me alone
i gotta be on my own and you do too
through and through just please let me do what i do
maybe sometime soon we can both be friends
but for now this is where its suppose to end
my brain is sick, my heart is torn, my arms are empty
but baby boy i just need to be alone,
my heart will beat alone and i keep my head up
but truth is now i'm a little bit fed up
i don't hate you though you still close to me
so lets just go back to how we used to be, cool. let me start by saying baby i've been such a fool
since we've been apart i've realized i'm needing you
now i don't blame you if you choose to turn and walk away
but boy i think that what we have is worth another day momma told u was no good but u fucked me so good
im rushin home from studio session to meet u wherever,
no questions, tellin my girls ima holla at ya
this camouflage love every other night got me missin flights
you started stressin me and you start depressing me
but before i could leave you alone you start undressing
and i remember seeing hickies on your neck
they wasnt mine i was in cali on the movie set, baby boy
what about respect you said you love me when you up in them guts
we tend to say strange thangs when we cought up in them nuts
my girl fiend was tellin me you don't deserve me
but a girls gone do what she want to do ya heard me
ima let this go by saying you'll always be apart of me
i just cant answer you when that dick call me am i supposed to put my life on hold
because you don't know how to act?
and you don't know where your life is going? you say you want to pack your bags and leave
there's no love for you and me. was there something i said
something i did? tell me why you want to leave...
think about all that we've been through and wasn't that always
good to you. did something go wrong? i need to know
tell me why you want to leave
now we done made it this far your friend said we
wouldnt last i used to roll with a black book but that
was all in my past now ive given up the game just to be
with u even my homies cant believe it but boy its true
cuz i finally found someone i can call my boo i'm feelin you, you feelin me
but still we can't be together
i got a feelin
you got these same feelings
too bad we can't feel 'em together do you have any idea
how hard it is to act like you don't mean a thing and
this chemistry between you & me
i wanna share with everyone
all i can do is just write down every emotion i feel
hopefully one day you'll find out
my love for you is real we've been friends for so long, i cant deny
these feelings are so strong i keep hot inside
wanna tell you but i cant find the words to say
so afraid if i do things will never be the same
i gottawork it out, times really running out
dont know what to do but i know i gotta say it now
dont wanna loose a friend but why should i pretend i'll make this painless
try to be sweet
i could break your heart any day of the week no more settling for less, i've looking for that kind of man
that's gonna give his best 'cause i'm giving my best
a man that wants to cherish this and knows exactly how to move me
not some little silly boy who wants my goodies
cause he took me to the movies yes, i love you but i really got to loose you
freedom is where i want to be
yes, i'll probably always love you
but i'm moving i got to do this for me spending every moment in the studio
i never said it'd be fair
but when you're all alone
i hope you truly know
how bad i wanna be there i can't say it's easy, feeling the way i do
i can't say it's simple being so into you
some may say i'm crazy i may say that's true
i can't think of nothing better than loving you far
as i can see, we'll be alright but when life goes
wrong love works it out boy what do you want me to do
do you want me to stay
or do you want me to wait
i'm not up and dealing with you this way
cause sometimes you're dark as night
and sometimes you're bright as day
so which extreme do you want it to go
look what you have done to my mental space
i'm going through and episode
.... watch out i think it's too late forget about the picture i painted in your head of a
beautiful you and me, you might as well forget about the
way you used me, abused me thought we really were a family
you knew i was weak for love so you wrote me love letters
sweeter than a peach, you relax me like a beach i got skies so
deep. i've been gettin cold feet, but truth is even the truth is a lie you got me going through my blackberry
deleting every number or message from any dude that isn't you
you got me calling my momma, telling her about ya
telling her that i think i might have it hard for you
lately my girls tell me that they confused, they say what's got into u?
or who? this new me they just ain't used to but everythin is changed
now not acting the same that's what your doing to me got me feeling
light-headed, unsteady feeling woozy, breathings heavy off from what
you do to me can't concentrate, feel kinda weak this has gotten outta
control can't fight it no more i'm feeling dizzy, you better catch me
cuz i'm falling in love with you i never thought i'd be in love like this
when i look at you my mind goes on a trip
then you came in, and knocked me on my face
feels like in i'm a race
but i already won first place when did you get like this? least you could have done was go
and give me a warning i don't regret like this
so i'll be right there when you wake up in the morining saying
"this just ain't my style you can't say your happy either you don't
even smile... for me" did you agree we should let it be and did you agree
it's a must lets call the whole thing off we just have had enough
of us lets call the whole thing off we just have had enough of us look leave me, leave me i can't fucking stand you
wish i had the courage to say everything i planned to
my boyfriend, my boyfriend call himself my boyfriend tell me
that we posed to be together till' the world end
but i don't really feel that i just really want to turn the wheels
back give you all your sweaters and your kicks back
gives you the time to heal that, you look for reasons for us to
argue i swear everytime i call you , you just tell me how i don't
call you why you do that what was mine was yours but what was yours wasn’t mine
if a nigga would of told me you was flow i would of thought he was lying
but every nigga gonna show his hand in due time
i kept it so muthafuckin real wit chu that i was blind
cuz i was to busy showing love i ain’t see the signs | | |
| baby just forget everything that you know
let's take it all the way back to hello he sayin do you the time to listen to me whine
he askin whos on the other line, you diss me
everytime. i tell em baby im a star, shit im above
a star and now i done got so high i did forgotten
who you are you touch me baby then you untouch me baby
you feed me your lies, words like mine
you want me baby then you unwant me baby
outsmart me baby and i'm back on crazy
but i should be ashamed cause i let u do me this way
and its unfortunate that when you are in love
you never use the right side of your brain i got my superwoman power, my superwoman cape
these the last hours but superwoman late, cock is
ticking damn can you wait man will she come back
and save the day
i'm in love with you, but i cant be with you
tomorrow i'll be back up on the first flight
right up out of town
i am not going for forever
i'll be back someday
but he wanna go with me to outer space
so we made love in the milky way
and then i send him on his way i cant call him even though the girl's in need
but needing him wont bring him back to me
and i can't believe this dude ain't by my side
this shit ain't right i told him i can be with him
but i cant be with him as much as he like me to
he like me too much thats the problem
"oh my God" then nigga be wildin and when i say
i got to leave, you wouldn't believe all of the things
that he'll do and all of the things that he'll say to
make me stay and be like"daaaaaammmnnnnn" so they don't understand why i never leave you
explain my love, i don't need to got everybody
way up in our business, cause leaving each other
stay on they wish list
i see them reaching everytime you call me baby
they on my back like a shirt, get off me baby
they don't love me let em wonder why
here to stay and they goin bye bye
i just want things to go back how they use to be
i was used to you, and i thought you were used to me
time was against me you never miss something til it's
gone that's my word, you convinced me it might not
happen, but i'm still hopin and my heart is broken
but the door is still open
i gave you all of me
you were my story, my future, my everything
how could you betray me
all i did was love you, all i did was trust you
thought that it was us two
one minute you act like you like me
and then the next you don't
you still sending me crazy emails
like i know it's just sex you want
i can't lie the sex is truly incredible
and every part of your body is so edible
i get tears from just thinking bout it
but that aint the reason why i'm stuck and
can't let you go we got a serious serious bond
and when we kick it we have nothin but fun
i feel a whole lot of L-O-V-E between u and me
even though we still young
just your company aint gota get none
talk the same lingo, understand where im coming from
and if anybody ask me a question about you
ima tell em you the one
i'm looking for you, thats sweet, incredible you
that unforgettable you the you that only i can know
tell me what i gotta do, what walls i gotta break thru
that lead me right back to you oohh
cause i'm searching boy but i don't have a clue she says i don't want your cars
i rather have your heart
you call me your wifey
baby let me play the part
she hates when we're apart
she calls me up whenever i leave,
she's looking out for me he says i never listen and i'm unattentive to
his emotions i say he's got tunnel vision only
sees it his way so we never could work it out
he's all ready to give up and move on, but i don't
think he knows how i wish sometimes he could
read my mind
baby u're my everything, u're all i ever wanted
we could do it real big, bigger than u ever done it
u be up on everything, other niggas ain't ever on it
i want this forever, i swear i could spend whatever
on it
it must've made you so sad
to know that i was in love again
guess all the things that we had
just wasn't good enough for you
i'm tryna tell you for every man
there's a woman that'll make him change
and i believe i am the one that'll make you
but everytime i try to show you, you shake
me i know i make it real hard for you to take
me serious but baby boy i am
i'm at a lost, don't know what to say to you
throwing me off, i know what i feel but i can't tell you i do
see now i know my fights not for myself, my fight's for you
you're everything i never wanted to want, it's true
said you're everything i never wanted to want, it's you
i'll write a song three times a day but i can't talk to you
i know what's wrong, i never meant for me to feel like i do
if this is love, it sucks cause i don't want it but i do how many times did i fall for your lies
how many times did i fall down and cry
never questioning why, it just came to me
like an epiphany how about if i just leave?
u pull me in so u can push me away
i'm at war, fightin' for the one that i love and the one
that i truly need i'm at war, shawty i take a bullet for you
girl cause you mean the world to me me love you boy, you lovin' me
so dont fight together cause it was meant to be
me feel like i'm in the army
cause to be with u, thats where my heart wanna be
it's like i'm about to die just to get with you
feel like youre putting me through World War II
got my soldier suit and my timberland boots
boy i'm down for whatever cause my love is true
so i tell him i'm at war with the love of my life
sweat from my brows running down to my eyes
everything you are is what i need in my life
my baby got me, these otha females don't mean
nothing and when yo girl calls ... he picks up on
the first ring i know if i'm hurting you baby, God gon' punish me
i shouldn't of played wit ur heart cause u were too
sweet. i wasn' ready to settle down, i was too street
i would always sexaholic, like i was too weak
all of the promises i made you, i couldn't keep
i was too whorish for you, u deserved better then me
get married, raise a family, how its supposed to be
but getting money, chasing women got the best of me
now you wanna hold me, kiss, and touch me
just yesterday you ain't even know me
i've been lonely, no communication
findin' numbers am i supposed to be patient
i waited the sun came up, watched you walk out
the house i was stuck, tears fell down my face, so hurt
you chase everything in a tight min-skirt
that hurt was she better than me
bein in love ain't cost but you ain't even free
why me? why you standin right here?
pullin on my wrist singin in my ear
you wanna make love no you wanna play games
i'm a grown woman better check my name
tired of being damaged all i do is cry
you wanna start over gimme 1 reason why
i'm so UPTOWN. muhfucka if u aint..
DON'T YOU GO UPTOWN
theee end..
yes son i'm back
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